~dear son~

the best son anyone could have ever had.

son, your passing had opened a lot of other doors to me, your father and others.

son, Allah's plans for us - you me him - amazed me every single day.

son, too many things happened for the past 4 months.

one good thing after another.

being thankful everyday doesn't even come close if compared to those.

i am ashamed (of Him) to the core. He loves us more than what i've given in return. i don't know if i deserve all these, good things.

i'm thankful but i'm scared too.

but Allah knows best. may my Iman be strong.

son. your father said to me.

"besar pengorbanan anak awak."

thank you son.

thank you Allah.

for the best son anyone could have ever had.

If you lose your way
Believe in a better day
Trials will come
But surely they will fade away
If you just believe
What is plain to see
Just open your heart
And let His love flow through